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~Wings Of An Angel~  / Melissa Carlie Adams Grandma..



The Wings Of An Angel
So Pure And So White,
The Wings Of An Angel
Holding You Tight,
The Wings Of An Angel
Caressing Your Skin,

The Wings Of An Angel
Keeping The Love Within.
These Wings From An Angel
Are My Gift To You, 

These Wings From An Angel
Will Help See You Through.

 
Love and (((hugs))) From,
 
~Melissa's Grandma~
A TRULY HANDSOME YOUNG MAN  / Shari Whitehead (VISITOR)
TO A PARENT, FROM ANOTHER THAT LOST A SON, APRIL 5, 2005, AGE 16YRS. (YANNICK)

DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP
I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP
I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW
I AM THE SUNLITE ON RIPENED GRAIN
I AM THE DIAMONDS GLINTS OF SNOW
I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN RAIN
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY
I AM NOT THERE
I DID NOT DIE.
Thinking of you  / Chris &. Lisa Cable
Dale & Shirley,  It is so sad to read about Derek even though we got to know him a little through you at the retreat.  He sounds like he was such a wonderful young man.  He is soooo handsome.
Please know that you are in our thoughts and in our hearts.
My heart goes out to you  / Janet Studdard (FFOS member )

Shirley, my heart goes out to you and the rest of Derek's family on the loss of your precious son.  You have made a beautiful tribute to Derek. 

Thinking of You  / Cindy Janikowski
Shirley,
You have made such a wonderful memorial website for your handsome son Derek. I am so sorry for your loss. I also lost my son Kevin 3/4/05 to suicide. I share your pain. Derek will always be loved and remembered.
Holding you close to my heart.
Love and Hugs,
Cindy
Kevin's Mom forever
8/22/84 - 3/4/05

http://kevinjanikowski.bravehost.com
THANK ALL OF YOU WHO VISIT DEREK!!!  / Shirley Hawley (Derek's Mom )  Read >>
THANK ALL OF YOU WHO VISIT DEREK!!!  / Shirley Hawley (Derek's Mom )
IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME TO BE ABLE TO SHARE MY DEREK WITH ALL OF YOU AND I AM BLESSED TO BE IN YOUR LIVES AND SHARE YOUR LOVED ONES ALSO. THIS SITE IS DEDICATED TO THE MEMORY OF DEREK BUT ALSO TO ALL MY LOVED ONES STILL HERE! I THANK GOD FOR HAVING SO MANY SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT ALSO WALK THIS PATH THAT WE DID NOT CHOOSE.  I AM SAD BY THE NUMBERS THAT GROW EVERY DAY BUT AS LONG AS WE SHARE OUR LOVED ONES, THEIR LIVES WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN OR FOR NOTHING.  THEY DID MATTER AND WILL CONTINUE TO LIVE ON THROUGH US AND ALL WHO GET TO SHARE IN THEIR LIVES.  PEACE, LOVE, AND HUGS TO ALL! 
ESPECIALLY FOR THE SPONSOR OF THE SITE...THANK YOU!!! I WISH YOU WOULD LET ME KNOW WHO YOU ARE BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS FELT SCARED NOT KNOWING THINGS.  I KNOW I HAVE TO LIVE WITHOUT REALLY KNOWING DEREK'S MIND WHEN HE CHOSE TO LEAVE... BUT I DO SO APPRECIATE YOUR LOVING GIFT!  Close
Shirley, Thank you for sharing Derek  / Patty Allen's Mom (Friend of his mom and fellow survivor )  Read >>
Shirley, Thank you for sharing Derek  / Patty Allen's Mom (Friend of his mom and fellow survivor )
My sweet friend, you have such a handsome son. I feel honored that you shared him with me and others. It is so sad that our boys could not find peace and happiness on this earth, but I know in my heart that they now are with their heavenly Father and no longer suffer the pain that made them leave us. You are in my thoughts and prayers as you continue to work on Derek's site. Close
THINKING OF YOU DEAR DEREK! LOVE & CARE ALWAYS  / Jane Einarson (I care )  Read >>
THINKING OF YOU DEAR DEREK! LOVE & CARE ALWAYS  / Jane Einarson (I care )
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To my wonderful big brother  / Stacey Thompson (Sister)  Read >>
To my wonderful big brother  / Stacey Thompson (Sister)
Derek, Just wanted to let you know that you will always and forever be with me in my heart, my thoughts, and even my daily routine. I love you Awa! Close
(((Shirley))) your angel Derek  / Kimmi Mom Of Chris (Friend)  Read >>
(((Shirley))) your angel Derek  / Kimmi Mom Of Chris (Friend)
(((Shirley))) I just stopped by to visit your handsome angel Derek.  You have done a wonderful job with his site.  I know your sadness & pain my friend...I walk this road with you daily.  I just have to believe that Derek & Chris are now at peace...a peace that for whatever reason eluded them here on this earth.  I believe they are now at peace, they are walking streets of gold & worshipping with the King...a place we now certainly long desperately to be as well:*(  One day it is THEIR face we will first see when we cross over....and I live each day waiting for that too!  What a glorious reunion it will be!  Luv Kimmi Mom of Christopher FOREVER!!!  08/31/80 ~ 08/31/00  http://hometown.aol.com/kbceplina/myhomepage/fan.html Close
Shirley, and Family  / Connie Dee's Mom   Read >>
Shirley, and Family  / Connie Dee's Mom
Shirley, This is a very special tribute to Derek, Thank you for sharing him with us. I am sure he is bragging to Dee "Look what my Mom Did" Love you girl!!! Close
Your Angel  / Wanda Farmer (friend of his Moms )  Read >>
Your Angel  / Wanda Farmer (friend of his Moms )

Hi Shirley ,
You have made a wonderful start on Derek's Site. The more I see about Derek the more I feel as though I know him . I didn't get the pleasure to meet him but I feel very blessed to have met his mom. I hope you find healing and peace as you work this site. I know I did when I worked Scott's site. A lot of heart ache and tears but so worth it in the end. Derek shall live on in the pages you create from your heart. Thank you for sharing your angel with us ........Wanda

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Blessings & care Derek  / Jane Einarson (I care )  Read >>
Blessings & care Derek  / Jane Einarson (I care )
Hello dear Derek, thinking about you & your special Mom this season with love & care. God Bless. Love & respect always XXOO Jane ((Matthew's Mom)) Close
Sweet Angel Derek  / Jane Einarson (I care )  Read >>
Sweet Angel Derek  / Jane Einarson (I care )

Shirley, I am so very sorry about Derek. You will both be in my thoughts & heart. I to am on the same journey with you. I lost my Matthew to suicide on December 1/03.
I send you caring thoughts & blessings
Jane ((Matthew's))

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